damm gonna sucks

People see my blogg,will you?u have no choice ,have to read it this time..cuz i'm goin to share u guys a reality story that i come through
In love with a boy,he was my college class mate..i though love is just a very simple thing (for me),maybe he not knowing i like him then thats why i was love inside and never told~things are happen really unpredictable,everythings was just my though~i though he was good to me ,mayb he the right person i looking for.........but actually he own somebody he loved inside,and she is one of my best friend in the college~i was like "WOW" such a big surprise ,but realy hurting inside..
UNTIL he was ignore by the girl, he try to change classes and so m i.That time i don't know how should i face them and outside there is no one's will ever care how i feel,what i feel!!!
While i really trust him he will change class,i was fall in a trap which set by him..he flirting me and so on i have spread my feeling towards him~guess wat,he is no feeling at all like he already expect this could happens...........ok, i already give up on him but at that time we give ourself a cooling time and after this i hopes will be alright~we manage to become just a very "NORMAL FRIEND" as he wish>>BUT things just cant be P.E.A.C.E as u wish!!!!after this there sure have something waiting for u....and now who're the one who create all this?SUCXXXXX
I'm really hurting inside u know?as a friend,or as a people who likes u.....once and once u hurt me ,make me dissapointed Z!!everytime u just know how to blame me,HEYY!!i 'm enough to become a good and nice person to u~!!!!ya,just u is not worth in this world...........i'm don't have any big expectation ,i really wish become a friend in ur part is really enuff!!but how come u jst cant let things go smoothly?If u want to fight againts me,then just come to me.....i WARN U DAMM FUCKER....dun ever try to challege me niama,if u want to talk bad behind me to my friends....I SWEAR this time i wont keep silent.....i didn't fight back,it doesn't mean i have not able to attack~coz i dont want to play as a child like u~once u cant get ur toys,u just spoil it or people offense u~just did some stupid and noob matter to treat them!!!!like what i said~U"RE FUCKIN BRAINLESS